basically what i want to say right now is:
- i love you, i love you, i love you
- and i should be happy that we have what we have
- but this work, this class is too hard for me
- and i can’t stand it
- i’ve never struggled this much before
- i’ve never had to teach myself this much before
- and i know college shouldn’t feel like this
- learning should not feel like punishment and dread
- i’m ending the night with a cathartic cry
- i will regret all of this tomorrow morning
- good night
